That time is coming soon where we end the year and reflect back on all of the highs, lows and inbetweens we experienced for the year. The first half of my year was one of the worst I have experienced in my life, 2014 being the worst year period for me but 2015's back half has been so much better and a joyous experience for my life! I had so many wonderful things happen from the end of July on, that it makes up for the complete putrid hell that was the first part of 2015. With 2016 coming soon and a new destination marker off in my horizon, I feel I once again can continue on a path that will lead me to getting more joy put back into my life and allow me to feel complete as I do now.
It just really goes to show, sometimes you really do have to take those chances and shake up your life going for those scary unknown turns. I took it and I found a far greater existence because of it and I don't feel that life crushes the very existence out of me. Those tough choices are hard but do them! They can make you feel better and if you are suffering now, they couldn't be worse off for you. I was bleeding internally with a nightmare and only after being pushed well past my limits and taking that hard stand, did I find joy again. ^ ^
Even with the rough first half of 2015, this tail end of the year made it all worthwhile to the pain I suffered and endured each day and now I can hold my head up high and feel life once more. No longer numb from such pain and suffering but joy and warmth of life once more. Once more I can feel.
I am happy now.